*3Some*

i am thankful…
that my aircond has been fixed. its bloody hot these few days

if i could..
i want to be able to scream

i’m happy..
with my life as it is now.

if i can wish for one thing..
i wish that what ever i wish for will come true, unlimited. (haha, cheater)

so enjoy ur long weekends.

lots of love n kisses.

i watched twilight last weekend, at home.

i read New Moon, 563pages, last night in 5 hours.

i think, i’m immortal and crazy. haha.
i’m nearing 30 in few months, and i’m reading a book that my 12 years old niece is reading, and still find it fascinates me.

i’m definitely beyond repair.

kalau naik kayap, kalau dia berpusing, sebagai contoh di pinggang, kalau kayap tu bertemu, nanti mati.

aku rasa aku naik kayap.

and dekat leher.

so kalau kayap aku bertemu, rasa -rasa aku mati tak?

leher aku obviously tak sebesar pinggang kan, kalau naik kat bontot, mebe lambat sikit mati, ukur lilit yang sangat besar.

anyway, aku tak gatal, tak rasa panas jugak, cuma some scary looking things growing at my neck and my chest. (ermm chest ok, not breast)

kalau aku mati, sape nak jadik recepient insurans aku, angkat tangan!
agak kaya kalau dapat duit tu.

i miss being here.
i hope u guys miss me too. tak rindu pun, kat komen buat2 la rindu.

right now im missing irfan n bags sangat. being away from them is so not my cup of tea.
paling tak best kena tido sorang2. walaupun tiap2 malam aku komplen irfan suka himpit aku time tidoq, but i lebih rela dihimpit irfan drpd tidoq sorang.
but i miss his kiss the most. macam mana lah isteri2 yg kena tinggai laki 2-3 bulan kan? aku baru satu malam dah tak boley blah.

to my blogmates, lets have a reunion. not virtually la dey, over cup of nescafe ais n maggie goreng or nasik daun pisang or southwestern grill lamb.
ok?

-from Ganu with lots of love-

I miss 3some outings.

The last time was when ah?

Susan Boyle

aku tak boleh nak embedded youtube kat sini, but the view count at youtube for this video is already 24million, since posted online on 11 april.

i choose not to elaborate more on her, because it would be better if you can watch the video your self.
btw, this is the song she sang (from les miserable) at British got Talent.

*******
I Dreamed A Dream

There was a time when men were kind,
And their voices were soft,
And their words inviting.
There was a time when love was blind,
And the world was a song,
And the song was exciting.
There was a time when it all went wrong…

I dreamed a dream in time gone by,
When hope was high and life, worth living.
I dreamed that love would never die,
I dreamed that God would be forgiving.
Then I was young and unafraid,
And dreams were made and used and wasted.
There was no ransom to be paid,
No song unsung, no wine, untasted.

But the tigers come at night,
With their voices soft as thunder,
As they tear your hope apart,
And they turn your dream to shame.

He slept a summer by my side,
He filled my days with endless wonder…
He took my childhood in his stride,
But he was gone when autumn came!

And still I dream he’ll come to me,
That we will live the years together,
But there are dreams that cannot be,
And there are storms we cannot weather!

I had a dream my life would be
So different from this hell I’m living,
So different now from what it seemed…
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed…

*****

so shall we continue dreaming?

indulgence or torture?

segak eh pomwan nih.

this is supposed to be French Elle’s cover for this month, where they did the photo-shoot without makeup and also no touch up using photoshop.

so marilah berusaha menjadik gorjes au natural.

(aku au natural dak? . no make up, no touch up using photoshop(sebab tak reti) and ambik gambar sendiri - gempak kan. haha)
*penat aku pilih gambar paling cun possible pastu resize kecik2 supaya tak nampak segala pores dan jeragat dimuka, punye lah nak compare dengan monica belucci. crap btol

anyway, aku dgn babed n intan nak masuk marathon 10km nih.

haha.

selepas aku memulakan trening yang pertama pada hari ini, aku rasa kelakar nak berlari 10km. tak pe, focus2. at least ada lagi 2 bulan setengah.
nanti kalau dah dapat cert, aku scan upload kat blog. sini je lah tempat aku nak menunjuk2 kebolehan dan skill2 yang tak seberapa.

owh esok aku nak dapat guitar. so hopefully lagi 3-4bulan aku boleh upload youtube pulak. hihi

okey u ols, aku nak buat eksesais ikut tracy anderson. (trainer madonna dengan gwyneth paltrow nih)

tata. c u tomorrow. aku dah masuk opis esok.

title was inspired by the tag done by babyaniza.

anyway, the entry does not haf anything to do with the title. but yeah, it would be good if i can kick at something now, esp anything in blue, short jumping in the bathroom, kalau ada. ishh bunyi macam toyol pulak.

hows ur weekend?
mine was a blast.
travelled in total i guess around 1200km.

managed to see those i want to see. (hehe, except for emie, mebe emie tanak jumpe aku sebenarnye)
enjoy the food i missed so much, but i guess this time, quite modestly. tak excessive sangat. (haha)

anyway, semalam sampai2 rumah, aku jumpa nextdoor neighbour, boleh dia tak kenai aku, straight ja dia cakap,
u r fat, what happen, u were thin.

*speechless*

aku tatau nak confuse yang mana satu.
adakah aku makin gemok selepas seminggu di KL.
adakah moment aku kurus yang sampai sungguh2 dia cakap aku kurus, bila selalu dia nampak.
adakah baju aku pakai semalam menampakkan aku gemok sangat.

but tak pa lah, aku malas nak pikiaq pasai kegemokan aku. masalah aku boleh diselesaikan dengan berlari2 hari2 dan menjaga pemakanan hari2.

masalah lain lagi banyak dalam dunia nih.
seperti KJ tak memegang sebarang jawatan menteri walaupon menjadi ketua pemuda. (but that is not a problem to me. haha. in fact, more than half of malaysian is glad)

note : aku still tak dak suara. boss aku, sweet ok. pi ambik ubat untuk dia, pas tu tuang dalam sudu, bagi aku makan coughing syrup. seb baik bos nyonya. kalau jantan, cayaq dah aku.