*3Some*

early this year, i’ve listed down 10 things that i wanted to do/achieve this year. and i’ve scored 50%. Not too bad eh. kire pass lah tu
another 5 pending items, i’ll carry forward this year.

and in 19 days, i’d turn 29, the last digits of number before The 2 turns to 3. *getting old*

and looking back, my life this year, is really well spent. no regrets. and thank god that i’m healthy and happy 95% of the year.

as of us friends, hopefully next year there’ll be something new. new babies, new cars, new house.. segala nye baru lah. ermm but maybe for man, no need for a new man, just a new branding*hehe* (to those applicable only)

so in short, u ols, have a blast new year wherever you are. spending the time with your loved one is the most important things.
luv u ols.

and to babed,
i’m so happy for you! congrats!

to sheyna, i can’t make myself happening this new year’s celebration. Singapore is so not the place to pegi bersesak2 dan celebrate new year. pikir nak balik naik MRT or beratur naik taxi pon dah cukup peningkan kepala aku. and i guess here, my home is really home sweet home. tempat paling best on singapore’s soil.

i’m off to bed. sakit kepala.

see u all next year.

(owh i guess, the last person i’m seeing this year would be intan and friends. wonder who’d i see first in 2009. mebe apek sebelah rumah nih)

Story of the Day :

In an online Group, he & she is a friend.
In real life, he & she is a couple.

First he updates his status to single. Not an issue, since she’s also listed as single. He also updates his info to looking for everything. still not an issue.

Then, she saw he updates his photos. And after that, there’s this one girl seems interested (in him?), with the flirtatious comment at the photos. he never replied at the comment box.

but she asked anyway, who is ‘The girl’.

then he told her, ‘The girl’ is not his friend, but she did email him personally, wanting to get to know him. and he replied. out of courtesy. 3 emails to and fro. then he stopped at the last email when ‘The girl’ said call her if he’s in KL, he’s not interested.( his words)

none of the above actually disturbed her, because she knows she doesnt haf any trust issue with him. (but she said what needed to be said, do what ever needed to be done, coz in general, guys need to be reminded and cared for kan)

but one thing keeps her wondering as she stalked ‘The girl’. The girl is actually mid-30, still single, quite pretty, successful in her career, loved by her nieces and nephews, goes by the name mak su in her family.
She’s wondering, will she be that girl, in 6-7 years ahead. That thought actually scares her. Will she still message stranger virtually to get to know them. It seems fun when she did it previously. no harm done, but in 6 years, it should be getting lame right. sending message to stranger who is not quite interested in you.

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owh aku rasa idea aku nak mereka2 cerita di waktu office amatlah memberansangkan. mebe office aku sgt condusive for creative writing. email yang patut aku send out, aku postpone2. demn.

owh dah abih setahun bulan islam. sempena satu muharram nih, mari lah kita menanam azam baru untuk menjadik manusia yang lebih baik. hijaukan bumi, dan amalkan cara hidup sihat.

aku tak boleh nak buat entry ada gambar2 sebab laptop aku still rosak lagi.
currently waiting for the power module to arrive. org tu cakap it might takes 2 weeks.
demn. pening kepala aku pakai laptop nih.

tak boleh nak upload gambar2 jenjalan kat singapore.
esok intan datang, but i doubt i’ll be joining them jenjalan. aku keje.

seriously, i begged who ever’s coming next year, pegi lah jenjalan sendiri. unless korang bawak sorang gigolo yg hensem yang boleh jadik date aku dikala sedang berjalan2 sambil berpegangan tangan.
jangan buat aku rase guilty pliss for not entertaining u guys. but i can tell u in advance how to go anywhere that u wanna go.
dulu kat penang pon aku jadik part time tourist guide kan. but dulu, aku drive, so it is more fun. skang aku jalan kaki, mebe less fun. aku suke guest aku yang independent dan pandai membawak diri.

other than that, i dont find singapore that enjoyable anymore. agak exhausted. and aku agak determine untuk tidak bershopping2 lagi. agak berjaya tidak bershopping last weekend. mebe sebab orang ramai sangat, aku mcm agak pening nak membeli.

the only tempat yang aku still look forward to in singapore :
1) pasir ris water theme park.
2) batam or bintan or tanjung pinang
3) ship cruise

and aku merasakan blog nih sudah tidak akan menjadik 3some lagi.. kerana sheyna officially cannot access any blog anymore from office. and aku pon sekarang dah makin bosan nak update blog. running out of topics.

nak ceriter soal hati, dah macam habis dah sume soalan aku cover sepanjang 4 tahun berblog. tak kan nak buat revision balik. orang lain dah pass, aku je tak move forward. sangkut/extend.

nak ceriter psl shopping, aku tak shopping handbag ribu2. takat beli facial cleanser tak kan aku nak update blog gak.

nak citer pasal anak punye perkembangan, anak kucing pon aku tade. hari tu, tibe2 aku cakap aku nak bela kucing. terkejut mak aku dengar. mak aku cakap, jangan buang tebiat. hehe

nak ceriter pasal fashion, i dont have any fashion sense. i wear what ever i feel like wearing.

nak citer pasal xtvt harian seperti beratur di pejabat pos atau makan2, itu pon aku tak buat. xtvt harian aku hanyalah pegi balik keje naik mrt. jalan kaki, duduk kat office, online chat email, balik rumah tgk tv and tido. i can tell everything in one sentence.

nak citer office gossip, my sweetheart in the office is resigning soon. tader orang nak panggil aku sayang lagi dah kat opis.

nothing is quite fun to blog anymore. aku lebih suke upload gmbar2.

owh aku rase aku nak tanam pokok lah. pokok keladi. miang2 keladi sket. sape ingat ceriter 7 miang keladi dulu2?

porno..

hehe.

watched the movie last night. rated 21PG. so nak masuk wayang kena tgk IC. and tobat oraang wayang tu tatau nak tgk umur aku berapa.
anyway, this movie will definitely not going to be shown in KL kan. so beli lah dvd, or download.

i think its funny and in a weird way, kind of sweet. A different way to tell a story of bestfrens who fall for each other. kan kalau tak agak bosan dengan konsep percintaan kawan baik nih.

and korang buat ape esok? n hows ur xmas eve? initially i’m thinking of going out to snap some pictures of xmas.
tapi hari nih macam still tak berapa ada mood, sama macam semalam.
so nak duduk rumah je lah. bukak online consultation. korang suke kan tanye soalan kat aku.

and what did i get for xmas this year. aku rasa kan, every tahun genap, every xmas aku akan ada masalah yang sama.
i didnt get what i want, but i think this year what i get instead is not too bad as well. ada voucher tangs. and mebe i’ll get the rest on my wishlist later.

happy holiday!!

XOXO

My group of friends at office are mostly guys. I guess it’s quite common if you’re in engineering field. It’s usually myself wud be the only lady in the group and sometimes this one indian girl (a year older than me, but she looks young and still single and comel so i call her girl). Even though I don’t really go everywhere in a clique with them due to our their busy schedule, but we do have small talks on other-than-work stuffs when we had lunch together, sometimes.

Today the guys asked me out for lunch with them. It was me driving, coz I got a privillege parking so we don’t have to worry for parking space when we’re back from lunch. So there’s 4 of us pegi makan at our usual kedai-byk-lauk at Seksyen 8. Only one of the guys are single, the other 2 dah ada anak baru besar tak sampai setahun kot, masing2. Our conversations are mostly about craps which I enjoyed sbb boleh gelak2 suke ria. Sometimes work-related (office gossip) and sometimes pasal family kat rumah.

On the way back to office, I asked those 2 fathers when should I take my maternity leave then continue with a statement “Kalau boleh, sekrg pon aku dah tanak kerja”. They laughed, thinking that I wanted to ponteng keje mcm diorg. One of them asked me, how pregnant I am now?. I answered “8 bulan, 3 minggu”.

Depa terkejut berok.

Teros rase guilty ajak perempuan sarat pi mkn jauh2. They thought all this while, I was only 5 months pregnant sbb aku boleh jalan2 lagi pegi keje.

The single guy asked does it mean I’ll go into labor next week. Well actually no, I explained that actual pregnancy period is 40 weeks, which equals to 9 months and a couple of weeks. But still, Father No.1 told me not to come back to office after New Year, “Ko jangan Ermie, aku takleh ni, nanti ape2 jadik kat opis aku yg panic.”

So patutnye..bape hb aku patut cuti aa? 15hb, 8hb..? Due date aku lambat lagi senarnye - 26 Jan.

(Seperti biase, Hasna boleh letak gambar kat sini)

semalam, i received a call, at 2am. from this number +1876 XXXX XXX.

aku masa nak angkat pause kejap 5 seconds. pukul 2am ok. negara mana pulak lah yang call aku, circuit mana lah pulak yang down.

and as pekerja berdedikasi, aku pon angkat.

Me : hello ( dgn suara seksi)
him : hellow, can i speak with ms Hasna.
me : yes, speaking.
him : i’m asyraff, calling from jamaica.
me : okeyyy
him : ermm.. i’m calling regarding a housing loan that u applied.
me : aaa?
him : u didnt apply any housing loan?
me : nope.
him : are you singaporean or malaysian.
me : msian
him : where are u now?
me : aaa?
him : okey, again, this is asyraff sulaiman calling from jamaica.
me : bodohhhhh lah koooo.. asyrappp.. gileeeeeee!!!
him : ahahahahahahahah
me : dulu2 ko buat macam nih, ko ade kat kota kinabalu je. nih kat jamaica pon ko nak buat mcm nih jugakkkk.. (still suara menjeritt) ahaha..
him : ko kat mana nih, dengan sapa.
me : aku atass katil lahhh.. kalau aku jawab aku dengan sape, skang nih kul 2am. confirm lah tader sape. kalau ade orang lain, dah lama ko kene maki jugak.

then we laughed. and boleh aku tak terpikir pon masa dia sebut asyraf mula2. tapi tak boleh salah kan aku, aku tgh tido. and i take my work too seriously. But it’s a good call though. lama tak dengar suara asyraff and he called just to do that.

i need a break. tido pon pikir keje.
but i think it’s not just me, someone or everyone need to lighten up as well.
things said are not meant to be taken literally. no need to think too deep till the head hurts eh.

weekends are marvellous even though a bit tiring.

in between being usherer at the wedding, being on top of the hill until 4am and singing session with frens, i manage to squeeze in 4 hours in a salon. make over babe. hihi

but today, things are not looking so good. even from last night. *sigh* nak balik singapore je macam2 lah nak jadik. laptop aku rosak. last night it refused to charge itself. as if he wanted to die. bosan sangat ke dok dengan aku sampai nak kena commit to death?

so tadi, laptop aku dah masuk spital. kena tinggal seminggu. now i’m using this small laptop yang slow nye subhanallah. so i think this few days i’ll online YM and Gtalk via bberyy. and more bad news, aku tertinggal charger HP and blackberry kat KL. so nanti mebe sheyna kene tlg bwk to here. (i’ll ask kak chaq to send to your place.)

and pagi tadi, aku dah interview sorang candidate for a a technical post.
haha.
lawak ok, i’m running out of questions to ask.

it’s a very short interview.

korang ada any idea in general soalan2 nak tanye other than soalan2 nih?
1) tell me about your self.
2) describe your current work.
3) describe your strength
4) technical questions : the different in between IPVPN and MPLS? ( ah ah ah) kalau aku tanye aku kene tau jawapan ke? aku tau bigg n amir eager nak come up with the question for this part.
5) why are you seeking new job.
6) what do u think about your current work.

enlighten me with your creativity. first time nih aku interview orang.

2008 Personal Performance/Achievement/Changes

1) move out of the country and live alone
2) berjaya memasak (sorang2 without assistance and other than maggi), untuk diri sendiri dan orang lain.
3) tidak boleh melihat rumah sendiri yang tak bersih. asyik ada perasaan nak lap lantai dan cuci kipas.
4) mandi 2-3 kali sehari. (hihi, to those who know me well, this is a big change)
5) lose few kilos. but still not onto my target, losing focus towards end of the year. heh. need to focus again for next year.

2008 Peak
G_max reverse bungee. sangatlah cool to have your self being tossed around. tatau dunia atas bawah. very much the highest peak of this year in reference to the distance from myself to titik pusat gravity bumi. eh ye ke, mebe aku naik cable car lagi tinggi kot. but tak kisah lah, still the best.
thanx dude for pakse aku naik jugak2 walaupon aku terkepit jek sebab pakai skirt.

2008 Lowest Point

jatuh tergolek tepi jalan masa tengah nak lintas jalan. malu ok. ramai orang. seb baik hujan. so mmg salah hujan, bukan salah aku.

2008 Wish I Had the Chance Tapi Tidak
1) nak pi genting, plan ada lah dekat dua tiga kali, haram sekali pon tak jadik. n now i’ve been planning to go again next weekend, but looking at the weather now, tatau lah kan.
2) lose my virginity. tee hee hee. (only legally of course)

2009 To Do List (BP 2009 eh?)

1) jual dua biji gen2 kaler oren dgn kaler biru. ade sape2 nak?
2) jual diri aku sendiri, sekali lagi, ade sape2 nak?
3) jual rumah aku kat penang, ade sape2 nak jugak?
4) jual 15kg lagi lemak2 kat badan, confirm tader sape nak.

2008 Performance - Mine
1. Kahwin - wow
2. For a person who doesn’t like weddings, I had to be part of it as I am The Bride. Nak tak nak la kan. And I SURVIVED!! When I was filtering out my wedding pictures a week ago, one of the things that pops up from my head (and heart) was that I AM GREATLY THANKFUL to have a bunch of friends like you guys. Thanks for your help drpd bab mencari jodoh hinggalah menjadi pemposers dlm album kawin saye and also sapukan sampah dlm hall VIP. Muah!
3. Leave my former company - never thought it’d be this early. I always thought I’d be working there until near 40s n then quit to expand my catering business (bluekkk berangann!!). Masok another telco plak tu. It’s been good, for now

2008 Peak
The morning I told my mother, that someone asked me to be his wife.

OH baru teringat. that happens in Oct 07. So my 08 Peak jatuh kepadaa:

Majlis Keraian Berudu2 pada mlm New Year 2008. OHHH SERONOOTT!!!

2008 Lowest Point
I had a tough time adapting to my newly appointed position in T* then. Terok tahap masok toilet utk menangis. Drive pegi keje menangis dlm kerete. Work ends late and continue work at home until 12am and set the alarm at 4am to continue work again. I had enough. So one day I left office at 3pm, head to Starbucks BSVII, wired up and logged into Jobstreet.

2008 Wish I Had the Chance Tapi Tidak
1. mandi air terjun kat umah Sut4r2i and stopped by Jakel to window shop. Jakel okee?!!
2. mandi laut pakai 2-piece. Tahun ni aku tak mandi laut langsung.
3. jogging pagi2 weekend.
4. travel overseas.

2009 To Do List
1. Deliver. A baby that is. EDD = CNY.
2. Change diapers, BF, the whole package.
3. Merasa bonus kat tempat baru. Harap2 dpt byk.
4. Merasa dpt duduk rumah sendri. YEYYY!!!!
5. Head North for 2 of my friend’s wedding *wink wink*. Aku dah boh dlm 2009Plan nih. Jgn kecewakan aku.
6. Contraceptive measures

Dgn ini, dialu2kan fellow 3-some to write the same entry.

aku bosan. tgh dok dalam bilik, tak mengantuk, ape patut aku buat, merepek je lah kat blog. gile byk soalan. but since mmg aku bosan kan. and aku slash soalan yang aku rasa aku dah pernah jawab or bosan nak jawab. originally taken with 52 questions.

1. First name? hasna. nina with sisters n cousins, nana with nieces n nephews
2. Were you named after anyone? nope. the main reason i was named as such is because i’m not a pretty baby.
3. Kids? not usually fond of them. tapiii.. i found the ’sixtuplet’ currently showing on home n health channel to be very adorable. tiba2 rasa macam aku mampu ada anak ramai.
4.If you were another person, would you be friends with you? mesti la, aku kan fun. ah aha ha
5.Do you have a journal? Tried to, but i cant keep up with routine.
6.Do you use sarcasm a lot? nope, one skill i failed to acquire in 28 yrs of life. otak aku agak lembap bile nak jadik sarcastic, esp verbally.
7. Do you still have your tonsils? who would be interested to know about my tonsil? why?
8. Would you bungee jump? yeah. but i might chicken out the moment i’m already about to step off.
9.What is your favorite ice cream flavor? ben n jerry stroberi cheesecake or anything mango. but i dont eat mango though.
10.Red or pink? red
11.What is your least favorite thing about yourself? fat ass. susah nak beli seluar.
12. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Pink, yeah, i’m fickle minded. i’m torn apart between red n pink.
13. Favorite smell? baked cake.
14.Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? Mamat German mane ntah, nak cakap dengan Mr. Hasna.
15.The first thing you notice about people you are attracted to? tangan as in hands sampai ke siku. ntah lah kenape.
16. Do you wear contacts? yeah, i have to, pakai glasses sangat mencomotkan diri. oily face, oily lashes. pening.
17.Last movie you watched at home (a VHS or DVD that you own)? SATC
18. Last movie you watched at the theater? james bond : quantum of solace. dua kali ok sebab daniel craig handsome sangat.
19.Summer or Winter? after rain.
20. Favorite sounds? raindrops.
21. Furthest you’ve been from home? holiday? pi tunggu tgk nessie kat scotland. staying would be here, singapore.
22. What’s your special talent? boleh jegil biji mata sampai nak terkeluar bola mata.
23. What is the most romantic thing someone has done for you? it doesnt matter if its not lasting.
24. What was your proudest childhood moment? ermm.. ntah lah. no proudest moment that i can remember. but it was a very happy one. none that i regret. fun ok, dengan rakan2 sebaya, ko mcm paling matured, sebab ko branak awal tahun. kecik2 dulu mcm ade beza, and yes, skang mebe lah aku paling nampak tak ketahuan kan. orang lain dah held bigger responsibility in life.
25.Stay home or go out? as much as agak magic aku cakap nih, i’d rather stay home. aku suka duduk rumah sorang2. but i dont like to stay home sangat kalau ramai2. logik tak? kalau ramai2 baik gi jenjalan.
26. Favorite movie? i dont have any favourite. be it movie, food, songs, i just like things, but i dont obsess about it. i’m never into anything totally.