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hari nih, tadi apsal ntah aku dgn sheyna reminisence balik masa sekolah dulu.

so aku ada 3 sekolah.

sekolah rendah
- sgt fun ok pegi sekolah.
- darjah 1 :aku jadik penolong ketua darjah
-darjah 2 : ketua darjah
-darjah 3 -6 : pengawas
dari kecik aku dah gile kuase dan pangkat. ( but unlike someone who raised her hand in class to be the ketua darjah.. ah ah ah)
kwn adik aku panggil aku ’singa’ . and may be sbb derang benci kat aku, tapi takut, ada sekali adik aku kene lastik dgn budak laki batch aku. jahat kan. sian adik aku yg manje tuh. aku tk rase org nk lastik dia, org nk lastik aku tuh.

sekolah menengah rendah
-aku decide tanak gile kuase. so aku tk aktif ape kebende pon( owh aku ingat aku masuk kuiz maths n anti dadah sampai state level kan?) but aku still lagi competitive, gile nk dpt number satu.. tapi agak2 tewas dgn syameen.
form2-3 , aku satu kelas dgn sheyna n mek (mek supplier homework utk aku tiru). dgn maiz dari form1 darjah satu kan kite satu kelas. suke xtvt menyanyi dlm kelas. uhm.. agak benci kelas lukisan n pj.
masa form 3, tiap2 hari khamis aku MC, sbb ada pendidikan seni. one month before trial PMR kot, 2 minggu aku ponteng gi konvo kakak aku. hujung thn, attendance book kelas aku hilang, cekgu aku ckp, aku yg sembunyi kot, sbb aku paling byk ponteng. in the end, suma budak kelas aku, dlm report card, attendance penuh. hihi.

sekolah menengah ( 2nd part)
- yg nih aku kene pakse. seriously kene pakse. tp dlm kene pakse tuh, i did make some new good friends. walaupon, in uni, aku agak struggle sket nk carry image sekolah aku. ahahah.. aku ingat lagi, owwe agak tidak percaya aku adalah budak sekolah aku.
last semester in school, aku saiko ( seriously aku ingat aku nk mati, so tk nak setadi), i think most likely sbb i’m trying to be difficult to my father particularly. sbb aku geram dia pakse aku gi sekolah tuh kan.
ade ke dlm kelas, prep ptg, aku kene marah sbb bising? derang suruh aku senyap or gi tempat lain. ade kah logik? aku nye solution, gi library, tido. pukul 4am dh ade org bgn setadi. demn.. spm je lah kan actually. struggle btol.
dpt result spm, aku rase result aku mcm best, but budak sekolah aku tanye aku ape slack. ah ah ah.
anyway, my circle of friends are quite fun. ( err.. dulu ade org panggil kiteorg gagak hitam) but most of them are happily married now. err.. actually bukan most.. suma dah kawen lah geng aku. demn. i’m the last one standing. tp performance budak sekolah aku bab nih mmg agak membanggakan. anak dah dua tiga org. seb baik aku tk dgr lagi 4 org anak.

overall, i like my school days. everything was a lot simpler and easier!

Note : (comment below is inspired by one ‘celebrity’ blog that i do read. hihi. and also becoz u guys seems to be letting sheyna do the comment alone.)
Please write something in the comment and say hi to me. So I don’t feel like talking alone hehehehe. Don’t worry, ur comments are not moderated.

Do u think that Lying, Flirting (with Someone Else!) & Fighting Can Make Your Relationship closer??

i actually read about this somewhere..

Lying - some people said that in love, honesty is not always the best policy, sometimes a lil white lie is necessary..
*i think telling the truth is always easier. to lie, u haf to think, i mean u can’t lie stupidly. ok, if ur girlfriend ask u, is she fat, may be, that u need to lie a lil bit.

flirting with someone else - uhm.. some people do this just to make sure their partner have the sense of jealousy. cemburu tandenye sayang??
*err.. can’t comment much on this, never been my tactics. i don’t really have the skills to flirt with people even though when i’m single.
i think..there are other ways to know if ur boy love u.

fighting - uhmm.. certain couple communicate better in argument. and after the fight, we would feel closer, after the session of pujuk memujuk?
*as for me, i think arguing and having different of opinion is OK, as long as we know how to agree to disagree. u can’t expect you will always share the same opinion all the time, rite.
but to argue on everything, every tiny bit of things, is a lil bit too tiring also. and i’m never good at pujuk memujuk.. lack of practise i guess. heh.

girls are weird. yes, we are one very weird creature.

..hearts made of chocolate, easily melted by the warmth that ‘p.i.t.a’ guys provide. ( which is always unintentionally, as claimed by the guys)

..easily deceived by things that are not real.

..always trying for for something obviously not worth it.

..one simple kind gesture from the people that you like would be enough to turn ur world upside down.

if only every boys in this world come with a manual (SOP), than girls can RTFM, and set our expectation rite.

*wink*

but i’m happy now! doesn’t matter if it’s not real.

my boss (yeah, lina) once said that problems which can be solved with money is not a REAL problem. ( mcm tk percaye aku ada deep conversation with lina)..

The things in this world which money definitely can’t buy..

..love - u can’t bribe someone to love u

..health - yes, money can buy medicine, but it can’t guarantee you health

..family - irreplaceable

..friend - true friends sticks with you, with or without money.

but, we still haf to work our as*es off earning decent money to continue living in this world. (owh dan untuk membeli macbook air)

*sigh*

had a conversation with someone.

she told me..

one nite, she was on the bed with her husband and her son. (i think they were married less than 5yrs that time).

then her husband said..

” i love you, i love our son but i also love another lady”

*checkmate*

she knows the other lady, she’s also a friend. and when confronted, The B*tchy Friend said,

“love happens, there’s nothing i can do bout it, but i really love ur husband”

*crap*

i think love do happens when u least expected it. BUT, once it happens or u realize that it’s love, u haf to know whether u should put a stop to it or not. U control ur life not the other way round.

been there, done that. and it’s really crap if u said u cannot help it that u fall in love with the wrong guy!

note : *sigh* hari nih aku kensel one date, with a normal straight guy, sbb.. aku penat nk struggle gi JB for the date. since it’s not planned, he doesnt bring his passport. but he did offer to pay for my cab to n from sg, and of course dinner lah kan.

did this test on facebook, the watever personality test.

and the result :

histrionic personality disorder

You need attention! You behave inappropriately provocatively and seductively towards others in order to draw attention to yourself. Your theatrical language makes everything sound a bazillion times more exciting than it really is!

may be true!

but,

LIC

ah ah ah.

AFAIK, korng still bukak blog nih hari2 kan!
:D

Sneak preview..

more pictures will be available at FP (ntah la bile, aku mcm agak bz skang nih)

..as ur girlfriend.
*inspired by the OTHER blog that i stalked.. ( ahaha.. tp entry dia agak membencikan)

here, i’m writing the whole truth about me, only the truth nothing but the truth.
:D

1) i’m not the lovey dovey type. ( korg tk bleh nk ckp otherwise, becoz none of u guys ever seen me with my boyfriends rite? )
2) i don’t do sms, i mean i do reply sms. it’s a basic courtesy. but i don’t really haf fun sending sms to n fro. not my cup of tea.
3) i talk a LOT. i mean really a lot. (LOUDLY) and on lots of topics. most of them is just crap. but may be i am born to lie convincingly. hihi.. so i do look as if i really know the topics, but well, trust me, i’m as clueless.
4) When my PMS kicked in, i can really be pain in the ass. (pas tu selalu tk sedar sbb PMS lak tuh, always put the blame elsewhere)
5) i’m not demanding. uhm.. i think guys really like when they feel they are needed. i’m really lacking in this area. i dunno why, tapi aku selalu rase bersalah kalau menyusahkan org. ( owh no! now i know sbb ape aku sengsara buat kerje aku, aku tk reti push org. org push aku, aku rase lagi senang.. mebe sbb aku mmg naturally rajin dan baik hati. ah ah ah)
6) well, number 6 i’m not too sure.. adakah aku agak bossy? biasa lah kalau aku bossy, mesti la sbb aku tk sedar diri sendiri kan. u guys should tell me.
7) i’m competetive kot until to the level yg agak membencikan. suke menjadik center of attention sampai dgn irfan pon aku nk compete. tlg ah! err suke nk menang segala bende. tk kisah lah bende2 yg keji pon. that should explains why my GPA suxx in **U, sbb dia tk pakai system rating number 1,2,3 on the result. ah ah ah.. kalau ade, tobat aku number satu. jgn harap juli or simon ( supplier of jwpn tutorial) nk jadik best students. hihi

well, since it should be only 7, i better stop there, seblom aku sambung and jadik a neverending list.

7 valid reasons i guess? that should explain why i have sucessfully push every guys out of my life.
:P

sheyna’s suggestion, may be aku patut menjadik lebih pendiam? ah ah ah.. korg rase pelik tak, kalau tetibe lepak, aku tk berckp? ke korg actually rase aman.

SElamat HaRI jadi SHalina!!

Semoga pjg umor dan murah rezeki..

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Sneak preview ..

the girls at sheyna’s birthday party. ( the rest of the girls can’t be there, the boys are not in this picture. )

more pictures to come. esok mlm lah kot aku upload. together with irfan’s birthday picture. ( and yes sheyna, esok aku gi beli CD, aku burn suma gmbr yah!)

*credits : title proposed by ermon.

my life is definitely easier nowadays with google. i can find the answers to everything. name it.. i google for map,phone number, people, lyrics, and all other things u can’t really think i would google. Google always gets the job done. never fail me.

sometimes, i do wish google can come up with googleHearts.
so that i know where my heart is, becoz , i think my heart is currently lost.

*sigh*

but i read somewhere.. that if you don’t know where your heart is, it is where your mind wander in between things. uhmm..

note: this entry is also tribute to anis, my personal googleMap.