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..people who blog a lot is people who is lacking the attention in real life. ( come to think of it, she ‘ the shopaholic’ might have been lacking some attention as well)

.. we chat with each other everyday becoz we want to know about things that happens with the other person. we are concerned. i don’t chat with everyone on my frens list, doesnt matter how bored i am.

.. i am friendly becoz strangers really like to pick me up randomly for conversation nowadays. ( or may be i look lonely)

.. i’m getting thinner ( seriously.. ok, thinner maybe over exagerrate, but not as fat anymore)

.. i’m buying the ps3. hihi

..i might be losing all my grey’s season 2 ( so sad)

.. my house is in a mess.. benci

.. i hate when i start thinking about all the things. i am so not a thinker type. i just talk crap and do things on impulse.

happy holiday u ols. it’s labour day tomorrow and we all deserve a break..

on usual emergency cases, we should haf call 999.

today, i’m on a different kind of emergency, when my laptop went dead.. cannot boot up.
after a short panic, cursing and trying to be the engineer ( that i am obviously not), i called my own helpdesk :

1st - Mr. A
he has been my helpdesk since forever. always committed to his work of helping me. if i can rate him according to the company rating, i’d rate him 5 ( the best),
this time, he’s in the meeting ( meeting apa ntah dh pukul 5pm) he suggested f8, and f8 tk membantu. obviously being 300km away has deteriorate his technical support to me.
moving forward, col 2nd heldesk.

2nd - Mr. B
he helped me once re-install windows for my sister. i knew he assembles his own PC. mebe bleh membantu.
he’s a bit bz, but still manage to go the extra length to go thru the bios setup, n found that the hdd is not detected. but gave up, and ask me to send to kedai. dh dedekat hujung conversation, sempat lagi nk update gosip diri sendiri.

3rd - Mr. C
dunno why i called him. just thot since he has been supplying me with movies,he might be able to help (i’m desperate to turn on my computer). but i always over estimated him, he can’t help.

so problem unsolved, resulting me going to office, to reply few urgent emails. ( cannot do via bberry becoz need to draw some stupid idiot diagram on power point)

2nd level escalation - not to solve the problem, but to keep my sanity level.

1st - Madam S.
ape ntah aku bebel kan. at least aku bleh berckp. tapi she has to go back and need to entertain her boss first.

2nd - Ms A
she’s on the way shopping ( fun kan idup korg), talk to her for 15minutes i think. bebel lagi psl benda2 tk relevan dlm idup. pas tuh aku rase dia mcm dh tk bleh nk pay attention. ( mebe topik aku agak boringkan). end the conversation.

still think my sanity level not normal. i’m going to the office at 6pm, for god sake.

sms Mr. GF - ko nk lepak dgn aku tk kt mane tmpt ade internet : sms not sent. ( see sheyna, he’s on my gelfren list)
call him - calls not thru ( demn celcom suxx or his hp is off)

gtalk him when i’m in the office :
me : ko ade plan ke? nk lepak dgn aku tk?
him : ko jgn laa buat aku rase bersalah
me : tk pe lah, lenkali je. np

so i work my ass off at the office, alone.
came back home at 9pm, left my brain somehere coz i missed my mrt stop. kene patah balik. bodoh kan! ( eh sbb tuh aku lagi suke naik mrt dari bas, kalau bas aku terlepas rumah aku, mcm mane nk buat? nk nangis pon bukan ade mak nk dtg pick up balik rumah)

-f**k, pnjg gile entry-

yesterday, i wished that i can ‘ctrl-alt-delete’ my life…..

………….and today, ironically, my life laptop cannot restart!

Totally Dead. Fullstop.

Dear Korang,

semlm kan aku gi shopping dgn Mr. Gelfren.
( disclaimer : Mr. Girlfren adalah seorg lelaki yg byk berckp, and aku pon mmg byk berckp, kiteorg punya conversation all the time crap dan hanyalah masuk telinga kiri dan keluar telinga kanan. tak yah pikir susah-susah)

situation : aku tgh dok tgk handbag guess ( kebanyakan handbag aku pegang, mr. gf end up ckp slutty look.. mcm haram)

mr. gf : ko tk pakai pyjamas?
aku : ha? ape bende.? ( dok belek handbag lagi kan)
mr. gf : tuh ha.. pyjamas, ade sale. ( sambil tunjuk pyjamas yg ada discount)
aku : (sambil tgk sekali lalu pyjamas tuh) . tak, aku tido bogel. ( suara aku mesti lah kuat kan, mane pernah ade option nk slow volume)

aku lupe aku bukannye ade kt london, aku dok singapore je, yg mana ramai manusia sebenarnye reti ckp melayu.
rupenyer depan aku ade pacik dgn macik. aku rase macik tuh tk dgr kot ( bersangka baik). pacik tuh, cepat je dia toleh tgk aku. demmit.. pantang dengar bogel, cepat je react.

anyway, sbb aku still lagi pomwan melayu yg tau malu, cepat je aku ajak mr. gf blah. tk jadik nk pilih handbag lagi dah.
bodoh btol, lenkali seblom jwb soalan, pls laa pause n pikir dulu. nih suke sgt jwb soalan, tk kisah btol ke tak, janji jwb. apsal ntah.. ade ke disorder penyakit ape2 yg manusia suke sgt jwb soalan.

and esok korang jgn missed aku. (ah ah ah, aku konfiden korg missed aku, benci tak?, anis kalau nk col check aku hidup ke tak, col my msian mobile yah!)
i’m going to JB early morning ( serious early, aku tatau ah aku bgn ke tak).
and aku wish aku tk kan online sampai ke ptg. ade 3 site nk pegi.

tata.

urs sincerely,
-me -
dark but still cute.*wink*

p/s: blogmate, aku dh deactivate plugin WYSIWYG, aku benci. i don’t get what i’m seeing pon. (senang kan kalau idup pon bleh deactivate je org2 yg membencikan. )

i missed ..

• -my aliph. ( my black n yet cute car, yeah i named my car!)
• -the beach. any beach.. ( sun + salty water = fun)
• -my mom’s nasik lemak and ayam goreng. ( ayam goreng org lain tak sama ok!)
• -hanging out with frens, having late supper, gelak2 without any particular reason. mengumpat org yg tk berdosa.

but i’m loving..

• -my new bed.. it feels so good to curl up inside my quilt with my favourite pillow.
• -the walk to the office, listening to my favourite songs every morning.
• -to be able to cook my own dinner, tak kisah lah kdg2 tk sedap.
• -my own quiet time, alone..

inspired by the blog that i know u guys read ( at least most of you guys do), i wanted to share what i did buy today. ehem.

i bought 2 pairs of charles & keith high heels. ( 2 more pairs were my fren’s) i love the shoes. look so pretty on me. harga? murah ajer! *i hate this phrase when ’she’ wrote it*. Dah lama tk pakai heels sebenarnye. My new year resolution was, me not buying new high heels anymore since my only transportation mode in sg is via mrt. i don’t think i can walk with 3inches heels and stand in the mrt for 40minutes.

but just now, when i tried the pairs in the shop, i truly feel that i can walk miles with the shoes. that is why those 2 shoes end up going back with me. Heh, now, at home, i’m already in doubt whether tomorrow i should wear the shoes or not to orchard. i will definitely look pretty with my new white dress. tapi mau gak tercabut kuku kaki kalau nk jenjln shopping + naik mrt with the heels kan.

so u ols, how’s ur weekend so far? hope everyone can have a good rest over the weekends and recharge to work on monday! those who’ll be online on monday. c ya! missing u guys oready. muahs!

note : earlier today, i touch and play with mac book air. huhu. one of the item on my wishlist. heh. but don’t haf the money and will not waste my money on it. it would cost sgd2999 here. i can’t deny that it really look nice!

( demn, i really hate my entry this time. wonder why we keep on visiting her blog when all she does is write about the things she bought, the place she went for eating and shopping,which item to buy, her son’s progress.. tapi bile dia tulis mcm menarik pulak nk dibaca. *gulp* alamak, she’s a better writer than i am rupenyer)

bird told me yesterday that she wished she’s a song writer. so that she can sing her own song. uhm, i dont wanna be a song writer, i just want to sing this song and be able to play the piano. i want to post it on youtube, then somebody from the record company will offer me a record deal, i’ll be a singer and become rich. ( tinggi kan cite-cite!).. if only life is that simple!

"Head underwater
And they tell me
To breathe easy for a while
Breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me; but it’s too soon to see
If I’m happy in your hands
I’m unusually hard to hold on to

I’m not gonna write you a love song,
‘Cause you tell me it’s make or breaking this.
If you’re on your way,
I’m not gonna write you to stay.
If your heart is nowhere in it,
I don’t want it for a minute.
Babe, I’ll walk the seven seas when I believe that there’s a reason to
Write you a love song today"

hari nih, aku tgh go thru email 2007 aku, looking for something work related, tibe2 aku jumpe email aku hntr to Mr. Girlfriend, aku hntar smiley, dia reply balik dgn smiley. bleh? ape kejadah yg kiteorg buat pon aku tatau. so td aku forward balik that email to him.
pas tuh kiteorg chat :

Mister GF: apasal siot aku buat smiley, ko aa hantar kat aku dulu
aku : yer, ape kejadah ntah yg kite buat, akakaka
Mister GF: ko tgh usha aku ke
aku: aku rase ko suruh aku test email ko?iishh.. tk kan aku stalk ko? ahahah..hantar2 smiley..mcm sweet.
Mister GF : tk sweet pon.

ahaha. bodoh btol!

anyway, after that, our conversation has been turned to things that i know girls do to boys they like.
among the things yg aku tau ade org buat ( anonymously) :

1) tinggal gule2 dekat widscreen kete.. with a note.. ( watever note lah.. )
2) tinggal note dekat ms paint kat desktop office
3) bgn tido n letakkan tooth paste siap2 kat toothbrush the bf
4) letak coffee for breakfast dekat office desk before org tuh sampai.

dia jwb : kalau Ms. Gelfren buat kat aku.. mesti aku ckp… wtf dah buang tebiat ke?

anyway, aku rase girls je yg selalu rase bende2 yg terjadi atau dibuat tuh sweet. ( mencairkan perasaan ). guys are never lead by their emotions. kalau aku tanye budak laki, ape bende paling sweet yg gelfren korang pernah buat. ehehe.. aku dah tau dah jawapan nye. dah lah pause lama nk kasik jwpn, n pas tuh mesti ade kene mengena dgn sexual xtvt, ( yg i don’t want to know).

lepas tuh, unrelated to the above. aku baca pulak chics punya entry hari nih. emo pulak dgn jejantanz tk gune and also pomwan2 yg sanggup berbuat pelbagai benda utk lelaki. korg2 jgn jadik pomwan2 mcm tuh eh! ( yg dh kawen, ok, korang dah selamat)

note : aku rase aku classify benda tu as ’sweet’ - kalau bende tuh jadik kt aku, aku tersenyum. ke silap classification aku?

sile ke:

http://powerservices.fotopages.com

thank you.

hari nih x-boss n few colleagues from KL ade kt sini.

selain daripada updates on the usual stuff, ( new structure, same old political issue in the old office), i heard of something new and juicy. office affairs. office aku sentiasa fun dgn affairs2 ok. ( ermie mesti dah benci diri sendiri sbb dia mesti tatau gosip sape nih kan). anyway, jgn harap aku nk citer kt blog nih.

uhm.. affairs means having a relationship with someone u r not supposed to be with ( other people’s husbands/fiance/bf). why is it always easy to start an office affairs? maybe becoz we spend half of our time daily in the office. but then, what keeps it going? the excitement of hiding the relationship?

and let say if it is not an affair, would you fall for someone in your office? i know of one couple (married), where they work with each other, same company, and their table is next to each other. the pros would be, u have the same topics to talk, but the cons would be, tk bosan ke tgk muke 24 X 7?