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pagi tadi, bgn pagi dgn perasaan sejuk dan demam, mkn ubat and immediately tidor balik.. mmg tanak gi kerja pagi lah.. ingat ptg baru nak pegi..

around kul 9.. tepon berbunyi bunyi org tepon pasal kerje.. sbb patutnyer tak cuti kan.. dah abih masalah kerje.. nak sambung tido balik.. masjid kat umah aku memainkan bacaaan ayat ayat suci al-quran, bykkkkkk pahala aku dgr org baca quran pagi pagi.. so.. dah tak boleh ank tido.. demam pon cam tak demam sgt.. tepon laa kwn kwn sekelian.. but still maleh ank pegi kerje.. lepak lepak kat umah dulu..

kul 11am

siap nak pegi kerje.. ari nih closing meeting audit Sirim. pilih baju paling cantik.. mekap cantik cantik.. ( mcm lah boleh membantu org sirim tuh tak kondem aku ) sajer jek ank boost up the confidence. masuk kete, terus pakai paskad…half way drive.. ermie call..

memandangkan skill memandu aku yg tinggi mengalahkan michael schumacher.. mmg ckp hp tak yah pakai handsfree ( sebenarnyer handsfree aku rosak)

tibe tibe.. tgh asyik bersembang…
ooppss.. polis tahan..

ah ah ah.. bermula lah episode kedua aku dgn mr. policeman.
kali nih aku dah tak menggalabah lagi dah.. rase cam kelakar pon ade.. berenti kat tepi.. aku tersengih sengih.. ( dlm hati.. naper laa aku suke carik masalah).. tepon aku dah campak bwh seat dah.. ahaha..

mr. policeman: lesen bawak tak?
aku : ade.. nak.. sat naa.. ( terhegeh hegeh carik lesen.. seb baik ade.. dah aa gambar kiut.. )
mr. policeman : iskk.. awat ckp telefon.. org nampak dari jambatan sana nuh tadi..
aku : aa.. depa telefon pasai kerja.. nak pi opis nih.. ada problem sket..
mr. policeman : awat tak berenti tepi jln.. kerja mana?
aku : kerja kat t*, tuh laa kan.. patutnya berenti.. tapi tadi cam rush sket..
mr. policeman : pas tuh tak pa la no.. nak saman nih
aku : nak buat cam na.. berapa ringgit aa kena? boleh mintak diskaun dak? bayaq kat mana ?
mr. policeman : oo.. kena bayaq 200 ringgit nih.. tapi boleh mintak kurang.. tulih surat sket kata sbb tugas.. dpt laa 150.. tak kan tak kenai sapa sapa ketua ketua kat ibupejabat.
aku : 100 boleh dapat tak ?? isk.. tak kenai sapa laa ( dia nih ingat aku pomwan simpanan polis ka?)
mr. policeman : isk.. suruh laa suami bayaq
aku : tadak suami.. kena bayaq sendiri laa.. ( isk gatai jugak polis nih)
mr. policeman : tak kan cantik cam nih pon tak kawin lagi.. umuq dah 26
aku : isk.. tak 26 lagi tuh.. ( ahahaha.. in denial sial)
mr. policeman : oo a ah dak lagi. ( cam terpaksa ja mengaku)
aku : *tersengih lagi* ( or mungkin jugak tersenyum yg begitu manis..)
mr. policeman : tak pa la.. sbb tak kawin lagi.. saya kasik can laa.. T* jaga apa.. yg broadband broadband ka? * sambil memulangkan lesen aku yg kiut*
aku : ( dlm hati.. yahuuu).. a’ah..
mr. policeman: t* nih suka potong potong line org nih..
aku : isk.. mana ada .. line polis saya jaga elok elok
mr. policeman : kalau line broadband saya nak sambung balik boleh laa..
aku : boleh..
mr. policeman: ok laa cam tuh.. nanti kalau ada masalah saya carik la noo.. T* mana?
aku : boleh ( masa nih suma boleh).. SJ*

wah.. aku terlepas lagi… mmg kali nih kalau dia kata nak saman.. aku pasrah jek.. dah maleh nak berusaha.. tapi kira tak penatlaa aku siap cantik cantik ari nih.. rupa nya nak kena tahan ngan mr. policeman. seb baik terlepas lagi..mmg best pacik pacik/abg abg polis.. baik hati!!!

sampai jek opis.. terus rasa nak update blog.. sungguh terasa malas nak bekerja di hari terakhir tahun 2005!!
so everybody.. jom ari nih kita abihkan ari terakhir bekerja dgn mengonline yahoo dan bergosip.
may next year be a better year.. aku nyer azam satu jek.. nak gi kerje pukul yg sepatutnyer aku gi kerje.. bukan ikut suke hati mak bapak aku jaaa!!

To Mimi & Sipa!!
selamat pengantin Baru!!
semoga berbahagia hingga ke anak cucu!!

he has superb out of this world skills.
world player of the year award (sudah dua kali), European Player award, dan pelbagai lagi gempaks dasyat award.
he is sweet n humble.
he got lots of $$$
with all that qualities….

dont u think he’s kinda cute?

P/S: bila tgk si ronaldinho nih mesti teringatkan jiran aku kat puchong.

My work is killing me. I’ve got many circuits to put up before year end, like 5 of them are under TopMgmt’s view, n none of it is going on smoothly. Plus I have to keep my ears plugged to yelling s(is there such word?) and complains.

I seldom talk about my work, during non-work hours because I want to keep it right in this four walls (8 walls kot, our office is octagon-shaped) of my office. People might think that my job is easy-peezy, but tak eh..

Allah works in such mysterious way, I begin to wonder when will my time come. For peace n happinness I mean. Not ajal.

I’m not that suicidal yet, heh.

It’d be 15 more days to go to end 2005. Each new year, I would be thinking of what I did during the previous new year’s eve.

I remembered 2005’s eve quite well. There were 7 of us, waiting outside Chili’s BSC for our new year’s eve dinner. It was a lonnnggg wait. Sheyna, Ucop, Sipa, Mimi, Amir, Anis and Ermie. Ade sesape yg tercicir ke?

Sheyna have not yet met Bagong that time, still friends with Ucop, Sipa and Mimi were not yet sure on their wedding date and Anis and Amir..zaman baru bercinte (ke?). And during that time I had just started dating going out hanging around seriously I dunno what it was with this guy. On New Year’s eve he was stuck in an apartment his company rented for their staff, somewhere in Bintulu, ke Miri tak ingat. He celebrated his new year having nowhere to go, watching MTV and talking cheerily as always on the phone with me.

As cliche as it sounds, but heck I’m gonna say it.

How time flies..

semalam hari yg aku rase aku sgt penat!!.. very eventful..

early morning, went to USM to troubleshoot their network with my staff and 2 guys from tmnet…

by lunch, the problem is still not being solved, kepala makin berat, perut makin kosong ( huh that is supposedly still even out my weight laa kan, berat vs kosong).. so we went out for lunch.

after lunch, masuk laa balik server room usm, masa nak masuk opis dah cam perasan ada kete bomba kat depan building, and ade a few people pegang kamera..

dlm hati ” dah sudah, ape pulak derang nih ank buat.. cepat cepat masuk server room, nak duduk dendiam kat dlm”

baru tgh call org USM nak suruh bukak kunci, sekali tuh…. WIEEEEWWWWWW… WIEEEEEWWWW.. demmit, siren die bunyi… aku pandang staff aku, die pandang aku.. kiteorg cam ingat nak buat badak jer laa kan… tapi semue org berlari keluar.. lari as in lari sungguh sungguh nih.. aku cam, wah.. fire drill pon kene lari ker? still dlm mode nak ignore jek.. sekali tuh ada org masuk pakai haler( haler ker org panggil bende alah speaker pegang tuh?) semua diminta keluar segera.. siap panggil aku keluar bersungguh sungguh, tergamit gamit tangannyer.. so aku pon keluar, still dlm mode lenggang kangkung.. elok jek aku bukak pintu building tuh.. mak ai.. ade due tige kamera tgh fokus, and org kat belakang aku sume berlari keluar.. korang rase ape patut aku buat.. terus aku konpius nak lari ke mane nih.. naper laa aku kene join fire drill derang.. so sbb still ade org terjerit jerit soh lari, aku pon berlari lari anak di depan kamera.. ehehe.. berlakon jek.. tapi aku rase muke aku mase first time bukak pintu tuh sungguh masam dan marah… sure kalau tgk balik video tuh, muke aku tak menggambar suasana kebakaran.. dah laa keluar keluar pintu, kejap ke kiri, kejap ke kanan, cam org mabuk jek..

ptg dah on the way balik, and aku mmg penat giler.. tibe tibe ade staff aku telefon, ” cik hasna, kita ada masalah serious nih.. boleh dtg bantu tak?” aku dlm hati.. ” masalah aper lagi nih.. dah abih office hour lah.. aku tader overtime!!!” tapi kat mulut, “ya lah, jap gi saya sampai”

pegi laa sites, TNB nyer power station.. kat tepi sawah.. and rupe nyer masalah silap tanam tiang telefon… tak leh nak pasang circuit..bla.. bla.. bla..bala..
aduhhh.. makin pusing kepala aku.. dah kul 6.30, and aku terpacak tgh sawah tgk tiang telefon.. sampai kul 7 jugak laa aku terpacak kat situ discuss masalah.. aku asyik tgk jam jek..

dlm hati “nak balikk…naper laa kene discuss kat tepi bendang nih jugak.. esok esok jer lah”
kat mulut.. ” aaa ok ok.. boleh tarik wayar..bla bla bla..”
last sekali baru staff aku kata ” ha. kalau boss kata ok boleh lah” aduhhh.. mmg ok laa.. boss nih suma ok sbb nak balikkk.. habis satu hari aku.. haa.. sbb tuh laa tak sempat nak call korang berbual bual skang nih.. esp anis.. sorry yer beb..

p/s: anyway, mimi, aku dah belikan ko nyer wedding gift!!! ahad nih jom planet, ko kan nak bachelor’s party.
ermie, next week narnia ngan aku!

as quoted from “The God of Small things” by Arundhati Roy

” When you hurt people, they begin to love you less. That’s what careless words do. They make people love you a little less.”

true true…

I’ve been neglecting my camera since like..err..lama dah. It’s a chore for me to bring it along mane2 aku pegi..even though it’s smaller than my handphone or my compact powder or my current read book, which I stuffed in my Coach(tipu) bag wherever I go these days. Well I just kinda lose interest in taking pictures of myself. Since Hasna had bought a camera of her own, so it’s an ease that she would be the one being pressured to upload pictures on to our fotopage.

Well to tell you the truth, I had nothing to blog about. I was just browsing around other people’s fotopages and wish I had events in my life that I wanna share. Oh lupe. It was Bena’s wedding last Saturday. The food was great, baju n mekap Bena lawa. ” Selamat Pengantin Baru Bena!!” And she sms’ed me from his hubby’s mobile (struggle gile sbb line die kena bar) that she abso’fuckin’lutely loved the gift that I got for her. Mind you that word being ‘…’ was why she loves my present. Ehem.

I got a phone call to layan. Will continue tomorrow morning, whenever I’m bored in the office.